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ahhh, finally an update.

Well lately I've been pretty busy, leaving me with little time to update this blog of mine. What have I been doing? I've been kept busy by the amount of homework I'm being given, and seeing how lazy I am, it's always unfinished. When I'm procrastinating I have been playing my guitar a lot, and I actually haven't been spending as much time as I used to in front of the computer, which is a good thing. I've also been catching up on anime which is always good :D

I've also spent quite a bit of money lately, buying SCANDAL CDs. In fact, I just ordered a SCANDAL poster yesterday! That shows my dedication to this band. I'm not downloading their music, I'm showing my support by buying their stuff, so that they can rise in the music industry and be known to everyone who doesn't know them already! 

Other than all that, there isn't much else going on in my life.
But I did see this really cute waitress the other day at this jap restaurant, who first caught my attention because she looked like Haruna, the lead guitarist from SCANDAL. (they have the same mouth LOL) I thought that was pretty interesting, but then she looked at me and smiled and she was so cute that its almost indescribable. I panicked almost everytime she came close or smiled at me LOL. Too bad I'm never going to see her again. haha. My mum said she looked like Rina though, the drummer from SCANDAL...so maybe she was a cross between Haruna and Rina? Maybe that's why I thought she was so cute ahahaha.

Well there you go, an update of how boring my life is, except for the unexpected events every now and then. I wonder how long it will be until my next update? 

新世界

This year is going to be good, I have a good feeling about it. From what everyone has told me, year 12 will be one of the best years ever, and that I will have tonnes of fun. 
With good time management, I should be able to juggle everything that I've decided to take on board. I don't think it'll be easy, but I do think it will be worth it. Hopefully getting into medicine, and building up the next generation, I'm gonna have my work cut out for me this year. 

It's like venturing into a new world, into unexplored areas. I don't know where I'm going, I only have a dream to guide me, stepping carefully so I don't stumble, holding onto my pride to be able to do my best and searching for something I don't even know will be there.

This will be a good year. A year with absolutely no regrets, what happens will happen. 

Hope brings misery. When I hope for something, and don't get it or am unsuccessful, then I become miserable. If I don't hope then I won't be sad. I can live this year, or even my entire life, as happy as I can be, doing everything I can to my very best and then leaving the rest up to God.

By the end of the year, I want to be able to go to Japan without leaving things the way they are now. I want to settle things this year, so that even if it doesn't work out, I can still enjoy my holidays and not worry about those things...[sorry this is one of those generic vague bits of text that not many people would understand. To be honest this bit is just a record for myself so I don't forget lol.]

And to finish off, some things I want to have done by the end of the year: 
 - Go to Japan
 - Meet SCANDAL
 - Meet Rina
 - Become good friends with her
 - Get a Fender Telecaster
 - Get a high enter score
 - Get a good umat score

Too bad most of these things require hard work or money >____>