make my wish come true....

I wish, that you could trust me again.
I wish, that you would remember all the good times that we've had together.
I wish, that I don't have to see it end.
I wish, that I could get some sort of sign from you.
I wish, that you would tell me about the things troubling you.
I wish, that I could see you smile more often.
I wish, that you knew, what I treasure most, I keep with me, all the time.
I wish, that I could be that person that you can lean on.
I wish, that I could be that person that you trust the most.
I wish, that you would open up to me.
I wish, I wish, I wish.

Which is it? A memory? or us?

 still waiting.

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pain is still there >_>
FML. it won't go away >_>
i wonder, what it would take for it to finally go away D:

at least, when i talk to you im still able to smile and forget everything (Y)

i hope that's the same for you...

i wish i could see you before i go to hillsong, but you're too busy ): 
ahwelll maybe some other time :S

still waiting. 

don't let go.

"If at first you don't succeed, try, try, try again."

I hope you like it... You'll see it in exactly 34 days.

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I don't understand. It's been over a week, and it still hurts. Nothing has changed, no matter how hard I try. sigh.

What's worse is, now I keep getting the feeling you don't even want to talk. >_>

The past week, has been so slow for me. Because no matter how hard I try not to, I keep thinking about it. D:

But I guess, life's problems wouldn't be called 'hurdles' if there wasn't a way to get over them.

i'm still waiting.

bruised reed that never falls.

Talking about all the stuff that's been happening, I have realised something.

God has a plan. Everything that has happened, was probably meant to, and that I should trust in him, no matter what.

That mistake that I made back then, I now see as a stepping stone. For my relationship with her. A test, to see if those feelings really are there or not. It had occurred to me, who I really cared about the most. But it wasn't until I had lost her before I realised it.

Now, all the stuff that's been happening, is another step in that relationship. If the two of us, work through this, and end up together, I can already safely say, that it will last. Two people, can't go through so much in just one year, for it to just end because of something like this. Everything that we have gone through, will make our bond strong.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.