happiness.

Today was a good day. The best way to take a friend's mind off things, is laughter.
We had a good day of work, and then an awesome time at the food court, just getting lots of free food off Isaac (Y)

But happiness, is something a lot of people take for granted. It's something that people don't realize they have, until they lose it. Once you lose it, you try really hard to get it back, but it just seems out of your reach. A smile, can mean a lot to the right person... (:

People usually count all the problems that they have, exams and stuff like that. But no-one ever takes the time to count the things that makes them happy. Their joys. If you counted everything, every person, that can make you smile, you'll realize that it is really easy for you to be happy. 


You don't remember days, you remember moments. You remember moments that made you happy, because you want to re-live that happiness.

-so I'll be counting your smiles- (:

what you sow is what you reap.

SIGHHHH. exams coming up, really can't be stuffed D:
 I'm so lazy...>_>
but if I think about it, the only subjects that I would need to study heaps for, would be GMA and chem :S
everything else isn't that bad |:

"...A man reaps what he sows." Galatians 6:7

As long as you have put in the effort throughout the year, you wouldn't have any need to stress about exams. If you've done the work, your "study" is basically reminding yourself, so that its fresh in your mind. If you've worked hard, then you'll get a good mark, if you haven't been working hard, then you wouldn't deserve a good mark anyway.

people shouldn't complain if they get a bad score, it shows they haven't put enough effort into doing the work.

(:

been really really happy these past 2 days :D

and if this keeps up, I'll be happy for a long long time (:

I guess, happiness snuck in through a door that I didn't know I had left open... (:

a fresh new start?

nah. I'll keep trying. After all, if I don't try, how will I know if something could happen?

Just because it seems impossible now, doesn't mean I should give up right? Since it's not even about whether it's possible or not. It's about whether I want to or not.

"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."

I know. I should trust my hopes, not my fears.

crystal clear.

"You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry."

 

Today I was talking to you at school. I asked you how things were for you, and you told me "complicated". Even though it was only a tiny little bit, what you told me really surprised me. You know who you are. I hope that quote helps clear things up for you :D 

repair?

I held a vase in my hand. 

At the time, I had no idea how precious that vase was, and how fragile it was.

It wasn't until I had dropped that vase, saw it shatter into millions of tiny fragments, that I realised how important it was to me.

And now, it feels as though I'm trying to piece it back together, back to the way it was before.

But the cracks will still be there.

And I don't even know if it will hold... 

A new beginning.

Clayton Church Of Christ

One of the few places, that changed my life completely.

I remember, the first time I ever step foot in that church, was for the 2009 amazing race. My most memorable moment of that day, was when my team, beat Erol's team at the very last second, because Erol was literally rofl-ing on the ground.

I remember, that church was the place that I had accepted Christ into my life. A turning point in my life, so I could live a good life.

I remember, making heaps and heaps of friends at youth, and developing bonds which I am grateful to have. Those people, will always be a part of my life, whether they want to or not. (:

I remember, being guided by Ben Guilford and Stephen Chau, during my first couple of weeks at youth, in Christianity explained. Even though you probably won't read this, Ben, even though you've left youth now, look how far I've come.

I remember, all the fun times we had at that church, all the things that church has done for me.

Even though the building is going to be demolished, our memories of that place still live within us. We will never forget that building, and everything that has happened within it's walls. It's sad, even though it is becoming something even greater. We will miss it.

But, this marks the start of a new beginning. A new location, to make new memories, that we will treasure, and then soon after, we will move into the new church building, which takes the church one step closer, to achieving the 2015 vision.

"Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose."

a promise made.

Sometimes, I wish I knew what you were thinking. I wish I knew what was going through your head. I don't know whether you want me in your life or not. I want to know, if you feel the same way about the time that we spend together, no matter how little it may be.

I could ask you. But I already know that you wouldn't give me a straight answer. It would be like me asking you, "what does 2 + 2 equal?" and a day later, you would tell me "not 25."

I made a promise to myself, and I plan to keep it. No matter what the consequences may be.

"The way to love anything, is to realize that it might be lost." I realized that today.

Some people want it to happen.
Some wish it would happen.
Others make it happen.
I wonder which one...