Dear Andy Choi,
You fail. That thing that you tried to do on Sunday night, just made you feel like crap the next day, which just happened to be your birthday. Good job. Not being able to do it though, has to mean something. Your mood was significantly better today, but still not 100%. You may not think things are going well at all right now, but you still have to hold onto hope. If you don't cling to hope, how are you going to keep your promise of waiting? No matter how much it hurts Andy, you just have to endure it all, and hope for the best. You're still young, you have plenty time. Just keep reminding yourself, of how happy you are when you're around her. Just keep reminding yourself, of how happy you are when you see that smile. Just keep reminding yourself, that its not over, and even when you think it's over, it's not over. (thanks Judah Smith for that) Every time you fall down, just get back up and keep moving forward, even if you don't know where you are headed. That's a key principle in life, otherwise, you'll never get anywhere. If someone tells you that its impossible, don't listen to them. Since impossible things, are just those things which so far have never been done. And plus, it's not whether its possible or not. It's whether you want to or not. You'll be fine, as long as you continue to want to be there and wait. Andy, life is like a coin. You can spend it any way you want, but you can only spend it once. Just don't regret anything. Oh and one last thing Andy, if you ever hurt her again, I'm going to kill you.
Love from, Your Conscience.
It's like everything is a big puzzle, that was coming along nicely, but then I just had to mess it all up.
'I want to line the pieces up. Yours, and mine.'
still waiting.
o-o
ReplyDeleteAndy did you write this?
:( it's ok!